My Bondage Baby Waits

I'll let sissy pet write about her interview with Sharon yesterday.  Like, you'll just have to wait to see how it went and whether or not she either gets the job,  a second interview or a letter of rejection.   I did speak with Sharon yesterday afternoon and got some feedback, but I'm sworn to secrecy.  I've not even told sissy pet about what Sharon told me. 

Sissy thought she did a good job in the interview, answered all the questions thoroughly and presented herself well.  I'm pretty confident that she did and gave the impression that she's willing to follow orders...lol.

In the meantime, she waits for a phone call which should come early next week. 

As for yesterday, I had told sissy to stay in her training pants and plastic panties until I got home from work and that I'd put her into a diaper then.  I also told her to get everything ready and laid out in the living room, diaper, powder, a changing pad, pacifier, etc.  I told her we would relax at home and maybe watch a movie.  I lied a little bit. I had something much kinkier in mind.

Sissy had everything laid out just like I asked when I got home and even added a few of her favorite baby toys and a bottle.  After a kiss on her forehead I told her to lay down on the changing pad and I'd be right in after getting myself comfortable.  I changed into a t-shirt, shorts and slippers and when I returned she was laying on the changing pad sucking on her pacifier. 

I told her to get up and rearranged the changing pad so that it was right in front of a living room chair.  After she laid back down I had her close her eyes for a moment while I took out two sets of leather cuffs, one for her wrists, the other for the front two legs of the chair.  After putting the cuffs around her writs, then the chair, I attached each wrist cuff to a cuff around the chair legs.

My baby lay there, spread eagle in her plastic panties and training pants with her wrists bound over her head to the chair. She looked very, very happy.  The little bump emerging in her training past was evidence of her happiness. 

"Mommy's little baby happy?" I teased her stroking the "bump" through her panties.  "Go ahead and rub against Mommy's hand like a good baby."  She moved her hips back and forth as best as she could.

"Does baby want to wet herself?"  I asked her and she nodded in the affirmative.  But I had to wait. 

Someone was coming to visit and I didn't want them to miss sissy's little orgasm.  I stopped playing with her.

"Baby's going to have to wait.  Mommy has a visitor coming over tonight" I told her.  There was a look of fear on her face. 

"Can you guess who's coming over?" I teased her.

I knew the only person she could think of right now was Sharon.  Could I be so cruel?

I looked at my phone and saw a text from my guest.  They were on their way up to our apartment.

I slid her plastic panties down and then the training pants.  Her little erection in the middle of her smooth crotch was pretty to see.

"I love showing you off to friends" I told her.  Then, she did the unthinkable.

"No.  Please!" she said spitting out the pacifier.

"Don't you ever!" I said slapping her face and shoving the pacifier back in  her mouth.

Just then the doorbell rang. 

"We have company.  You best behave" I said with a laugh.

I'm sure she felt relief when I opened the door and the guest wasn't Sharon.  Instead, it was only "The Boyfriend."

"Just in time for a diapering" I said before giving him an embrace. 

The Boyfriend watched me put sissy pet into a diaper while we talked.  After she was all snug, we left her there while we went into the bedroom to make love. 

An hour or so later, we returned, had a light dinner and eventually the three of us relaxed and watched a movie.  Me and The Boyfriend on the sofa, the baby on the floor with her toys.

Ms. C

Sharing with Sharon

Thanks for the comments to yesterday's post.  I'd been thinking all along that the choice would be either panties or training pants.   I really like VC's idea about plastic panties over the training pants and sillymaid's idea about a "knicker inspection."

I just finished talking with Sharon who will be interviewing sissy pet tomorrow and though I wanted to keep this secret from sissy, I filled her in on what she might be wearing under her boy clothes.  She laughed about it and is totally on board but the idea of a "knicker inspection" might be going a little too far she said.  "We'll see how the interview goes and if I hire her, maybe then" is what she said.  Got to love a woman who open to such things.

The bottom line of course is that sissy pet is going to have to cut the mustard and do her job for Sharon.  It's not a typical position for a male but there are many men in such positions who do it very well.  Secretaries have important positions in large companies, often operating like a chief of staff for important executives.  There's a power dynamic that exists and it works just as well, if not better, when the higher level executive is a female and the secretary or administrative assistant is a male.  Sharon agrees.

Some readers often ask me how I (or they for that matter) can tell someone has a kinky side.  There's no iron clad guarantee that someone is if you sense it and you have to be willing to take a bit of a risk when you finally decide to ask them or come out and talk about your lifestyle.  But there are ways to drop hints so that they might be the one's who ask you about it.  That was the case with Sharon.  She's a divorced mid-50's career woman who I took a liking to soon after taking the job I'm in.  She was a definite ally of mine right from the beginning.

Honesty is important.  As we became friendly, there was some talk about our families, backgrounds, where we went to school, etc.  When the talk turned to family, specifically my "husband" I was honest and told her that ours wasn't your typical marriage.  When she asked me what I meant by that, I told her that it was different, and I was cautious to share it because some people might find it offensive.  I left it at that after she didn't say anything.

Patience is also important. A few days later she stopped by my office to tell me I could trust her with sharing what we'd talked about.  I hesitated a bit and told her why.  I mentioned that it's risky at times but at the same time, I was happy with our lifestyle and did share it with a few special people.  I could tell she wanted to be one of those people. So I basically told her we were in a female led relationship, how it came about and where it was now.

Sharon just took it in stride.  She didn't see anything wrong with it at all and found it very interesting.  She mentioned how her own ex had difficulty with her alpha personality at times and that was one of the reasons they split up.

So...that was a while ago and now, she very well be sissy pet's boss!

Will I give her free reign with sissy pet?

No one gets totally free reign....lol.  But, I don't want to take all the fun out of it for her either!

I wonder if she likes to spank?

Alpha Women for Beta Bois

Ms. C

Training Pants or Panties?

A month ago I wrote about the possibility of my sissy pet going to work full time as an administrative assistant at the company I work at (See the post Office Boi? Girl?) Basically, it would be in a secretarial position for Sharon, one of my peers.  Administrative assistants are now the more politically correct term for secretaries. 

Sissy pet's now made it through the initial phase of the hiring process and now has an interview with Sharon on Friday.  Sharon knows that I "wear the pants" in our family and sissy pet is my pantie girl.  If she gets the job, sissy pet will dress in acceptable male attire for her public role but will have feminine and/or baby things underneath.

My dilemma?  Should I trust sissy pet in just panties, or should I make her wear training pants just in case?

I'm going with just panties for the interview, and will be telling Sharon what she'll be wearing ahead of time.

Wish my sissy pet luck in the interview!

Ms. C

After Easter Blues

Mistress' Mom left this morning, taking a taxi to the airport for Her trip back home.  By the time She left this morning, i had become comfortable being around Her either dressed as a baby or in feminine apparel.  The openness with which this has progressed is remarkable, yet next time She visits, or we go visit Her, i am sure i will experience a bit of angst once again.

Since The Boyfriend was out of town He did call Mistress yesterday and they chatted.  As part of the early part of their conversation, Mistress put the phone on speaker and said to me "Wish Daddy a Happy Easter."

Mom was there and i felt embarrassed to do so but i did saying "Happy Easter Daddy" with as much enthusiasm as i could muster.

"Awwww...that's so cute" Mom said.  The way She said it was loving and got me a little aroused in the diaper i was wearing.  

The Boyfriend wished me a Happy Easter before Mistress went to the bedroom and spoke to Him privately with the door shut.

Left alone with Mom She asked me how i felt about all of this and i was honest with Her.  We had a very open and honest discussion which i will write about later.  But the important part of yesterday afternoon was that, with Mistress talking to The Boyfriend in private, Mom took me by the hand and led me into the guest bedroom where She was staying.

The truth is, i enjoy Mom taking charge and having me pleasure Her.  She does so with Mistress' permission and has free reign with me, something She has never abused.  Mom also let me "make little cummies" in my diaper which didn't take very long!  

After changing me we made our way back into the living room just moments before Mistress came out of the bedroom with a smile on Her face.

"Have a nice chat?" Mom asked Mistress.

"What do you think?" She answered.

"Good for you" Mom said.  "We had a little accident so I had to change a diaper while you were on the phone."

"Oh?" Mistress said with a knowing look.

"Nothing I couldn't handle" Mom laughed.

This morning Mom gave me a kiss before leaving and said how someday She'd like to take me with Her on a little vacation.

"I'll just pack a diaper bag and you can come along" Mom laughed.

Again, i got hard...but in my big girl panties this time. 

i miss Her already.

sissypet

A Sissy Baby Easter

Happy Easter everyone!!!!

Hope every sissy baby gets to wear something pretty today.

xox

sissypet

Easter Visitor

Mistress' Mom is here for Easter and as i've mentioned before she is fully aware of our living situation.  She arrived yesterday and each time she comes, there's the initial awkwardness of being either feminized or dressed as a baby in front of her.  With each passing visit, it gets easier sooner.  

By last night i was fine, and Mistress asked her to diaper me before bedtime.  I was put to bed at 8:30 PM while the two of them stayed up to watch a movie.  

Before the diapering, Mistress let Mom know in no uncertain terms that she could avail herself of anything she wanted from me.  "Just remember Mom" Mistress said, "the baby is limited."  They both giggled at the comment, a reference to my smaller-than-average-penis.  

i've pleasured my Mother-in-Law orally before.  There is a certain submissiveness and humility (i can't quite describe it as humiliation) involved in being tasked with serving a much older woman this way.  Equally, there's a very powerful and satisfying feeling from being able to bring them to orgasm, especially one that she seemed to thoroughly enjoy.

But last night, mom was tired from traveling and opted to wait until this morning.

I did my duty this morning a  little while ago.  While diapered I pleasured my Mother-in-Law and as a reward, she let me hump myself in my diaper...then changed me.

sissypet

No Daddy Just Yet

Had a nice meeting with the potential Daddy on Sunday.  He was a very classy gentleman and I was seriously considering taking him up on his offer.  Jim was very enamored with sissy and I really piqued his interest when I told her to wet herself for us. 

Rarely do I have her wet on demand like that but I thought Jim would enjoy it, which he did.  With my soggy sissy sitting quietly and her pacifier dangling inside her pink v-neck sweater, I talked with Jim and things were going pretty good until he told me he also enjoyed wearing diapers once and a while.  He's what is considered a "Diaper Daddy" he said in the ABDL community.

Ok...whatever works.  But it wasn't the type of "Daddy" I was looking to babysit sissy.  One adult in diapers running around the apartment is enough for me.

So the search continues.  Good thing it's not urgent or anything, like I needed daycare or something!

Maybe a sissy baby playmate might be in order instead!

Ms. C

Daddy Jim

Tomorrow, I'm meeting with the potential male babysitter I mentioned in an earlier post.  I'm bringing "the baby" along with me fully diapered and depending on how things go and the surroundings I may have her wearing a pacifier tied around her neck with a pink ribbon.

By all indications "Jim" sounds nice.  He appears intelligent and his interest in this activity is not entirely based on sexual gratification but more erotic and sensual pleasure in being a caregiver for an adult baby.  We'll see. 

One minor are of conflict is the enjoyment he receives from being a "Daddy" or even called that by the baby he cares for.  I insist that sissy pet call my boyfriend "Daddy" all the time.  Babies can get easily confused about who the real Daddy is and I wouldn't want that to happen!

It's going to be a rainy weekend here and my boyfriend won't be around.  A good time to pay attention to the baby and let her enjoy some indoor activities.

She also has lots of toys to play with.

Ms. C

Sissy Thumb Suckers

Sometimes Mistress makes me suck my thumb in front of other people.

i try to do it discreetly as possible, but often that's not possible.

This young girl/sissy seems to be hiding her face and thumbsucking from the camera doesn't she?

She might even have a puffy diaper on underneath with some crinkly plastic panties!  Found this on The Enchanted Sissy Tumblr site.

Mistress' post yesterday has also made me a little nervous about a potential Daddy babysitter.  She's reassured me that She would do nothing that would harm or endanger me.  Such is the trust that is necessary in a relationship like we have.  i know She wouldn't, but there is anxiety just the same.

sissypet

Diaper Pail Friends?

A couple of months ago I posted something about looking for possibly babysitters for sissypet. Here's a link to it:  Babysitters

Since we've moved here I've only used my friend Nancy and my mother to babysit but did receive a handful of inquiries after the posting.  There were six and four of them were from pro dommes (no thanks), and another that was from a woman in the age range I was looking for but it just didn't work out after we met and talked it through.

The most recent one was interesting.  It came from an older gentleman who said he was a "Daddy" who enjoyed babysitting adult babies.  He went on at length to describe his fascination with it all and did so in pretty eloquent terms and without getting into sexually lurid and tasteless language.  He's in his early 60's and said he offered babysitting services for "a now defunct club called Diaper Pail Friends."   We had an interesting conversation to say the least.  I'm meeting with him next week.

I googled the club and found out a little bit about it but would like to know more.  Have any readers of this blog heard of it or belonged to it?  If so, could you tell me what you know about it?  This gentleman who I will call "John" told me that there were parties, it was a nationwide or worldwide club and the person who ran it just decided that it was too much work.  He called it a club where one could meet others who enjoyed diapers.

I'm meeting him alone for coffee in a public place and if this works out (I am NOT looking for a sexual partner for sissypet and have told him so), I might have a legitimate babysitter that I can call on!

Don't Cry Bib Baby

I'm sure sissypet would prefer a female babysitter, but I call the shots. I may not be looking for a sex partner for sissy, but maybe this man can administer a good spanking....lol.

Found that picture on the Diapered Sassy Tumblr site.  It has great abdl pics.

Ms. C

Sissy Baby Cuckold

Before The Boyfriend became a permanent fixture in our lives, there were a few suitors who paid plenty of attention to Mistress.  Ours was a relationship deeply rooted in Her Dominance and my submission with the clear understanding that She had every right to take on another lover or lovers.

i knew my role.  i knew i could be and would be a cuckold.  

The early episodes of cuckolding were the most difficult.  Mistress did things and made me do things that were part of what She would call "Basic Training."  

"Do not disturb" signs were hung on our bedroom doors with specific little messages, as well as in hotel rooms where i was made to wait outside the room or somewhere else in the hotel while they made love and summoned when my clean up or fluffing duties were needed.

There were never signs like this hanging on the door, but whatever they said, i knew what was going on on the other side of the door. 

sissypet

Nap Time in Nappies

British and European adult babies love the term "nappies" which isn't that popular here in the US.  But for the title of this little post it's more fitting...LOL. 

After the day in the park yesterday my sissy baby was a little cranky and I thought it was best that I put her down for an afternoon nap before she got herself into more trouble.  So I gave her a bottle of of my special nectar (that answers someone's question they left in a comment) and put her to bed while I got some quiet time for myself. 

I was right about the nap.  It didn't take her long to fall asleep.  I went in to check on her and she looked very content, sleeping soundly in nothing but her baby diaper and anklet socks.  I decided to take a picture!

The bottle was empty also!

Ms. C

A Walk in the Park

Went for a walk in Central Park this morning, wearing shorts with an incredibly puffy double diaper under them along with some pink plastic panties.

i felt as if i was waddling and only got a few looks.

It was far more comfortable getting dressed as my total babyself when we got back to the apartment.

This picture is by the artist Voloh and called "His first steps."

found it on the Diapered Sassy tumblr site.

i can relate to the picture.  Mistress enjoys seeing me in extra thick diapers and with a baby bonnet even more when The Boyfriend, Her Mother or girlfriends are there to see it.

sissypet

Baby Bottles

i sucked on my pacifier as i went about doing the dishes while Mistress and The Boyfriend sipped on coffee while admiring the city's skyline from our living room.  Some jazz played on the radio.  When Mistress put the pink pacifier in my mouth it was Her way of saying i was to be quiet.  i tidied up the kitchen and when i was done, She told me i could go in my room to pick out some toys to play with and return to the living room.

"You can play here in front of us for a little while.  It will be bedtime soon."

i had some baby books and some blocks.  They were about the most mature types of toys i could choose from.  Even though i was wearing a diaper, plastic panties, and a pink baby t-shirt, having to bring back these baby toys and books was the most humiliating thing of all.

i sat there and read and reread the books and stacked the blocks while they ignored me for the better part of a half hour.  It seemed like an eternity but i knew i had to sit there and keep playing.  Their indifference to my presence other than occasional comment about what a good baby i was actually aroused me.  The more i hated it the more i got aroused.

"Bedtime!" Mistress announced as if it was the highlight of the day.  i'd been diapered immediately after dinner so there would be no need for a diapering before bed.

"Let me get you a nice bottle of milk.  You say goodnight now" She said.

i said goodnight to The Boyfriend and followed Mistress into my room.

After i was tucked in, She kissed me and removed the pacifier.  She held the bottle to my lips and i took it like a baby.

The bottle was an old fashioned plastic type with a big nipple.  i held it with two hands and sucked on the nipple, tasting the milk sleep slowly into my mouth.

"Good night sissy.  See you in the morning" Mistress said.  "Love you."

i lay there and sucked on the bottle for awhile.  my arousal had dissipated and i dozed off a bit.  Later, i heard them across the hall go into the master bedroom.  i got aroused again.  The arousal grew as i could hear the faint sounds of lovemaking.  Mistress' moans and The Boyfriends grunts grew louder. 

Pathetically, i rolled onto my stomach and began to grind my pelvis against the bed.  Back and forth, moving my padded bottom up and down a bit, i had an orgasm of my own and let go a small amount of some sissy juices into the pink disposable diaper i was wearing and fell asleep.

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"Good morning baby" Mistress called this morning, opening the door as She made Her way to the kitchen.

She came back with a cup of coffee and another bottle, this one with some orange juice in it.

"Sleep well?" She asked.  i nodded.  

"I'll be back for your bath and to change you in a few minutes" She said.

i wet myself as i sucked on the juice.  i looked forward to my  morning bath.

sissypet

Family Friends who Feminize

Mistress played the most significant role in my feminization and everything else that ensued - cuckolding, servitude, diaper discipline and more.

My childhood years were spent alone with my fantasies of such things.

Other sissies were more "fortunate" in some ways.  They got to enjoy or at least experience the sharing of their fantasies with older sisters, mothers or even aunts.

One of the newer blogs I started to follow called "The Enchanted Sissy" touches on sissy jocelyn's experiences with her aunt who lent an understanding ear to her interest in girls clothes.

Jocelyn's latest blog entry is called "Becoming Her Niece" and explains some of these feelings.

I had my own fantasies about an aunt of mine.  Aunt Pauline was a blonde curvy woman that I would fantasize about.  She would catch me going through her panties and I'd accidentally wet myself in fright.  

Guess what happened after that?

xox

sissypet