And Then There Were Two

I've finalized my list of applicants for my submissive position two two people and surprisingly, one is a female. Only two females showed interest and I didn't think that,with such a small pool I would find someone that interested me.  Well I did.  We spoke on the phone twice and I meet her tomorrow morning for coffee.  As always, one never knows so the search will continue but in a passive way.

I've met the male and so far so good.  Generally he fits what I'm looking for.  As a novice in many of the areas of I'm interested in there will be the issue of putting him through my personal formation program which can be challenging.  But it also can be fun.  I've given him an assignment to complete this weekend and we'll see how that goes. 

I've thought about this situation and there is a possibility I might chose the both of them.  Or maybe take one first and add the other at a later date.  I just have to think this through.

Look for an update around midweek.  Maybe sooner if there's a breakthrough.

Ms. C

Update - Location, Location, Location

I'd mentioned that I'd be transferring to the west coast in June.  Well that's changed and I'm staying here in NYC for at least one more year.  Money talks.

I've read some of the "applications" I've requested and sent some short notes back requesting more information.  Submissives can continue to apply by all means.  I might even be thinking about a combination of them!

While I'm not in that much of a rush.  My ass is aching for a good worship session.

Ms. C

Applying to Serve

I've received more interest than I thought I would from my posting about looking for a male or female submissive.

There was a question left in one of the comments about how to get in touch with me.  If you can't figure out how to get in touch from me by looking at my blog, then you're probably not true sub material in my eyes.

I'll respond to everyone who applies eventually, just don't get your panties all bunched up if it's not on your timetable.  And one line introductions aren't going to get anything other than a quick delete stroke.  Be sure to include your age, physical stats (size & stature aren't deciding factors but it's nice to know), sexual orientation, current living situation/relationship and what you do for work.



Ms. C

Some Sadness

It was with a tinge of sadness that I removed sissypet from the blog yesterday.  Also added a few new blogs and rearranged the blog listings a bit.  The left side is for the blogs by or about Dominant and the right side listing is for blogs by or primarily about submissives. 

Yes, I'm going to miss this.

But as one door closes, another opens....and that's true for both of us.

My ex-panty girl has probably found a Daddy.  Good for her.

Ms. C

Update and Seeking

I'm happy to report that sissypet is doing well.  She did finally get a job working as an administrative assistant for Sharon and both are happy.  sissypet is in a job that suits her personality and Sharon is pleased with sissypet's efficiency. 

It does seem that sissypet is more in tune with looking for a "Daddy"type to hook up with, either living as a baby girl for the Daddy or a sissy spouse of some sort.  I do wish her luck and hope she can find happiness.

I find myself missing her and I think that's only normal.  But it is best that we moved on.

However, there is a void here in my household.  I am not looking for anything romantic but would enjoy a sissy houseboy/maid of some sort.  Someone young, low maintenance, not needy, obedient and willing to do what they are told.  Am I asking too much? 

Sex would be strictly on my terms if at all.  Am I offering too little?

A student would be nice.  Might even be willing to pay a small stipend and provide room and board.

And oh....male or female can apply.

Ms. C

Thanks...

A thank you to all who have commented or written to me.   I will update these pages for awhile but at some point will take this blog down.

One must start anew right?

sissypet/pantiegirl is not up to posting here, perhaps out of embarrassment.  Whatever the reason I respect her wishes.

I will update you soon but for now I'm headed out of town with The Boyfriend to enjoy the holiday weekend.

Hugs to all of you.

Ms. C

Some Parting Thoughts (with more to come)

Most things don't last forever as sad as that can be.

This blog and the relationship upon which it has been based are two of those things. 

It's been a difficult month but the two of us have sorted things out and will be parting ways.

I've started to put some thoughts together to share with our readers and will do so in a few days I hope.  Things that I've learned from this relationship and how I might have prevented it from ending.  I'm hoping sissypet will do the same, but I'm not so sure.

She's working now as Stephanie's administrative assistant and doing a very good job.  I'm transferring to the west coast in mid June sometime.

I'll go into a few more specifics soon but wanted to let you know our relationship is over.

Sadly, I've changed my last diaper on sissypet.

Ms. C

My Bondage Baby Waits

I'll let sissy pet write about her interview with Sharon yesterday.  Like, you'll just have to wait to see how it went and whether or not she either gets the job,  a second interview or a letter of rejection.   I did speak with Sharon yesterday afternoon and got some feedback, but I'm sworn to secrecy.  I've not even told sissy pet about what Sharon told me. 

Sissy thought she did a good job in the interview, answered all the questions thoroughly and presented herself well.  I'm pretty confident that she did and gave the impression that she's willing to follow orders...lol.

In the meantime, she waits for a phone call which should come early next week. 

As for yesterday, I had told sissy to stay in her training pants and plastic panties until I got home from work and that I'd put her into a diaper then.  I also told her to get everything ready and laid out in the living room, diaper, powder, a changing pad, pacifier, etc.  I told her we would relax at home and maybe watch a movie.  I lied a little bit. I had something much kinkier in mind.

Sissy had everything laid out just like I asked when I got home and even added a few of her favorite baby toys and a bottle.  After a kiss on her forehead I told her to lay down on the changing pad and I'd be right in after getting myself comfortable.  I changed into a t-shirt, shorts and slippers and when I returned she was laying on the changing pad sucking on her pacifier. 

I told her to get up and rearranged the changing pad so that it was right in front of a living room chair.  After she laid back down I had her close her eyes for a moment while I took out two sets of leather cuffs, one for her wrists, the other for the front two legs of the chair.  After putting the cuffs around her writs, then the chair, I attached each wrist cuff to a cuff around the chair legs.

My baby lay there, spread eagle in her plastic panties and training pants with her wrists bound over her head to the chair. She looked very, very happy.  The little bump emerging in her training past was evidence of her happiness. 

"Mommy's little baby happy?" I teased her stroking the "bump" through her panties.  "Go ahead and rub against Mommy's hand like a good baby."  She moved her hips back and forth as best as she could.

"Does baby want to wet herself?"  I asked her and she nodded in the affirmative.  But I had to wait. 

Someone was coming to visit and I didn't want them to miss sissy's little orgasm.  I stopped playing with her.

"Baby's going to have to wait.  Mommy has a visitor coming over tonight" I told her.  There was a look of fear on her face. 

"Can you guess who's coming over?" I teased her.

I knew the only person she could think of right now was Sharon.  Could I be so cruel?

I looked at my phone and saw a text from my guest.  They were on their way up to our apartment.

I slid her plastic panties down and then the training pants.  Her little erection in the middle of her smooth crotch was pretty to see.

"I love showing you off to friends" I told her.  Then, she did the unthinkable.

"No.  Please!" she said spitting out the pacifier.

"Don't you ever!" I said slapping her face and shoving the pacifier back in  her mouth.

Just then the doorbell rang. 

"We have company.  You best behave" I said with a laugh.

I'm sure she felt relief when I opened the door and the guest wasn't Sharon.  Instead, it was only "The Boyfriend."

"Just in time for a diapering" I said before giving him an embrace. 

The Boyfriend watched me put sissy pet into a diaper while we talked.  After she was all snug, we left her there while we went into the bedroom to make love. 

An hour or so later, we returned, had a light dinner and eventually the three of us relaxed and watched a movie.  Me and The Boyfriend on the sofa, the baby on the floor with her toys.

Ms. C

Sharing with Sharon

Thanks for the comments to yesterday's post.  I'd been thinking all along that the choice would be either panties or training pants.   I really like VC's idea about plastic panties over the training pants and sillymaid's idea about a "knicker inspection."

I just finished talking with Sharon who will be interviewing sissy pet tomorrow and though I wanted to keep this secret from sissy, I filled her in on what she might be wearing under her boy clothes.  She laughed about it and is totally on board but the idea of a "knicker inspection" might be going a little too far she said.  "We'll see how the interview goes and if I hire her, maybe then" is what she said.  Got to love a woman who open to such things.

The bottom line of course is that sissy pet is going to have to cut the mustard and do her job for Sharon.  It's not a typical position for a male but there are many men in such positions who do it very well.  Secretaries have important positions in large companies, often operating like a chief of staff for important executives.  There's a power dynamic that exists and it works just as well, if not better, when the higher level executive is a female and the secretary or administrative assistant is a male.  Sharon agrees.

Some readers often ask me how I (or they for that matter) can tell someone has a kinky side.  There's no iron clad guarantee that someone is if you sense it and you have to be willing to take a bit of a risk when you finally decide to ask them or come out and talk about your lifestyle.  But there are ways to drop hints so that they might be the one's who ask you about it.  That was the case with Sharon.  She's a divorced mid-50's career woman who I took a liking to soon after taking the job I'm in.  She was a definite ally of mine right from the beginning.

Honesty is important.  As we became friendly, there was some talk about our families, backgrounds, where we went to school, etc.  When the talk turned to family, specifically my "husband" I was honest and told her that ours wasn't your typical marriage.  When she asked me what I meant by that, I told her that it was different, and I was cautious to share it because some people might find it offensive.  I left it at that after she didn't say anything.

Patience is also important. A few days later she stopped by my office to tell me I could trust her with sharing what we'd talked about.  I hesitated a bit and told her why.  I mentioned that it's risky at times but at the same time, I was happy with our lifestyle and did share it with a few special people.  I could tell she wanted to be one of those people. So I basically told her we were in a female led relationship, how it came about and where it was now.

Sharon just took it in stride.  She didn't see anything wrong with it at all and found it very interesting.  She mentioned how her own ex had difficulty with her alpha personality at times and that was one of the reasons they split up.

So...that was a while ago and now, she very well be sissy pet's boss!

Will I give her free reign with sissy pet?

No one gets totally free reign....lol.  But, I don't want to take all the fun out of it for her either!

I wonder if she likes to spank?

Alpha Women for Beta Bois

Ms. C

Training Pants or Panties?

A month ago I wrote about the possibility of my sissy pet going to work full time as an administrative assistant at the company I work at (See the post Office Boi? Girl?) Basically, it would be in a secretarial position for Sharon, one of my peers.  Administrative assistants are now the more politically correct term for secretaries. 

Sissy pet's now made it through the initial phase of the hiring process and now has an interview with Sharon on Friday.  Sharon knows that I "wear the pants" in our family and sissy pet is my pantie girl.  If she gets the job, sissy pet will dress in acceptable male attire for her public role but will have feminine and/or baby things underneath.

My dilemma?  Should I trust sissy pet in just panties, or should I make her wear training pants just in case?

I'm going with just panties for the interview, and will be telling Sharon what she'll be wearing ahead of time.

Wish my sissy pet luck in the interview!

Ms. C

After Easter Blues

Mistress' Mom left this morning, taking a taxi to the airport for Her trip back home.  By the time She left this morning, i had become comfortable being around Her either dressed as a baby or in feminine apparel.  The openness with which this has progressed is remarkable, yet next time She visits, or we go visit Her, i am sure i will experience a bit of angst once again.

Since The Boyfriend was out of town He did call Mistress yesterday and they chatted.  As part of the early part of their conversation, Mistress put the phone on speaker and said to me "Wish Daddy a Happy Easter."

Mom was there and i felt embarrassed to do so but i did saying "Happy Easter Daddy" with as much enthusiasm as i could muster.

"Awwww...that's so cute" Mom said.  The way She said it was loving and got me a little aroused in the diaper i was wearing.  

The Boyfriend wished me a Happy Easter before Mistress went to the bedroom and spoke to Him privately with the door shut.

Left alone with Mom She asked me how i felt about all of this and i was honest with Her.  We had a very open and honest discussion which i will write about later.  But the important part of yesterday afternoon was that, with Mistress talking to The Boyfriend in private, Mom took me by the hand and led me into the guest bedroom where She was staying.

The truth is, i enjoy Mom taking charge and having me pleasure Her.  She does so with Mistress' permission and has free reign with me, something She has never abused.  Mom also let me "make little cummies" in my diaper which didn't take very long!  

After changing me we made our way back into the living room just moments before Mistress came out of the bedroom with a smile on Her face.

"Have a nice chat?" Mom asked Mistress.

"What do you think?" She answered.

"Good for you" Mom said.  "We had a little accident so I had to change a diaper while you were on the phone."

"Oh?" Mistress said with a knowing look.

"Nothing I couldn't handle" Mom laughed.

This morning Mom gave me a kiss before leaving and said how someday She'd like to take me with Her on a little vacation.

"I'll just pack a diaper bag and you can come along" Mom laughed.

Again, i got hard...but in my big girl panties this time. 

i miss Her already.

sissypet

A Sissy Baby Easter

Happy Easter everyone!!!!

Hope every sissy baby gets to wear something pretty today.

xox

sissypet

Easter Visitor

Mistress' Mom is here for Easter and as i've mentioned before she is fully aware of our living situation.  She arrived yesterday and each time she comes, there's the initial awkwardness of being either feminized or dressed as a baby in front of her.  With each passing visit, it gets easier sooner.  

By last night i was fine, and Mistress asked her to diaper me before bedtime.  I was put to bed at 8:30 PM while the two of them stayed up to watch a movie.  

Before the diapering, Mistress let Mom know in no uncertain terms that she could avail herself of anything she wanted from me.  "Just remember Mom" Mistress said, "the baby is limited."  They both giggled at the comment, a reference to my smaller-than-average-penis.  

i've pleasured my Mother-in-Law orally before.  There is a certain submissiveness and humility (i can't quite describe it as humiliation) involved in being tasked with serving a much older woman this way.  Equally, there's a very powerful and satisfying feeling from being able to bring them to orgasm, especially one that she seemed to thoroughly enjoy.

But last night, mom was tired from traveling and opted to wait until this morning.

I did my duty this morning a  little while ago.  While diapered I pleasured my Mother-in-Law and as a reward, she let me hump myself in my diaper...then changed me.

sissypet

No Daddy Just Yet

Had a nice meeting with the potential Daddy on Sunday.  He was a very classy gentleman and I was seriously considering taking him up on his offer.  Jim was very enamored with sissy and I really piqued his interest when I told her to wet herself for us. 

Rarely do I have her wet on demand like that but I thought Jim would enjoy it, which he did.  With my soggy sissy sitting quietly and her pacifier dangling inside her pink v-neck sweater, I talked with Jim and things were going pretty good until he told me he also enjoyed wearing diapers once and a while.  He's what is considered a "Diaper Daddy" he said in the ABDL community.

Ok...whatever works.  But it wasn't the type of "Daddy" I was looking to babysit sissy.  One adult in diapers running around the apartment is enough for me.

So the search continues.  Good thing it's not urgent or anything, like I needed daycare or something!

Maybe a sissy baby playmate might be in order instead!

Ms. C

Daddy Jim

Tomorrow, I'm meeting with the potential male babysitter I mentioned in an earlier post.  I'm bringing "the baby" along with me fully diapered and depending on how things go and the surroundings I may have her wearing a pacifier tied around her neck with a pink ribbon.

By all indications "Jim" sounds nice.  He appears intelligent and his interest in this activity is not entirely based on sexual gratification but more erotic and sensual pleasure in being a caregiver for an adult baby.  We'll see. 

One minor are of conflict is the enjoyment he receives from being a "Daddy" or even called that by the baby he cares for.  I insist that sissy pet call my boyfriend "Daddy" all the time.  Babies can get easily confused about who the real Daddy is and I wouldn't want that to happen!

It's going to be a rainy weekend here and my boyfriend won't be around.  A good time to pay attention to the baby and let her enjoy some indoor activities.

She also has lots of toys to play with.

Ms. C

Sissy Thumb Suckers

Sometimes Mistress makes me suck my thumb in front of other people.

i try to do it discreetly as possible, but often that's not possible.

This young girl/sissy seems to be hiding her face and thumbsucking from the camera doesn't she?

She might even have a puffy diaper on underneath with some crinkly plastic panties!  Found this on The Enchanted Sissy Tumblr site.

Mistress' post yesterday has also made me a little nervous about a potential Daddy babysitter.  She's reassured me that She would do nothing that would harm or endanger me.  Such is the trust that is necessary in a relationship like we have.  i know She wouldn't, but there is anxiety just the same.

sissypet

Diaper Pail Friends?

A couple of months ago I posted something about looking for possibly babysitters for sissypet. Here's a link to it:  Babysitters

Since we've moved here I've only used my friend Nancy and my mother to babysit but did receive a handful of inquiries after the posting.  There were six and four of them were from pro dommes (no thanks), and another that was from a woman in the age range I was looking for but it just didn't work out after we met and talked it through.

The most recent one was interesting.  It came from an older gentleman who said he was a "Daddy" who enjoyed babysitting adult babies.  He went on at length to describe his fascination with it all and did so in pretty eloquent terms and without getting into sexually lurid and tasteless language.  He's in his early 60's and said he offered babysitting services for "a now defunct club called Diaper Pail Friends."   We had an interesting conversation to say the least.  I'm meeting with him next week.

I googled the club and found out a little bit about it but would like to know more.  Have any readers of this blog heard of it or belonged to it?  If so, could you tell me what you know about it?  This gentleman who I will call "John" told me that there were parties, it was a nationwide or worldwide club and the person who ran it just decided that it was too much work.  He called it a club where one could meet others who enjoyed diapers.

I'm meeting him alone for coffee in a public place and if this works out (I am NOT looking for a sexual partner for sissypet and have told him so), I might have a legitimate babysitter that I can call on!

Don't Cry Bib Baby

I'm sure sissypet would prefer a female babysitter, but I call the shots. I may not be looking for a sex partner for sissy, but maybe this man can administer a good spanking....lol.

Found that picture on the Diapered Sassy Tumblr site.  It has great abdl pics.

Ms. C

Sissy Baby Cuckold

Before The Boyfriend became a permanent fixture in our lives, there were a few suitors who paid plenty of attention to Mistress.  Ours was a relationship deeply rooted in Her Dominance and my submission with the clear understanding that She had every right to take on another lover or lovers.

i knew my role.  i knew i could be and would be a cuckold.  

The early episodes of cuckolding were the most difficult.  Mistress did things and made me do things that were part of what She would call "Basic Training."  

"Do not disturb" signs were hung on our bedroom doors with specific little messages, as well as in hotel rooms where i was made to wait outside the room or somewhere else in the hotel while they made love and summoned when my clean up or fluffing duties were needed.

There were never signs like this hanging on the door, but whatever they said, i knew what was going on on the other side of the door. 

sissypet

Nap Time in Nappies

British and European adult babies love the term "nappies" which isn't that popular here in the US.  But for the title of this little post it's more fitting...LOL. 

After the day in the park yesterday my sissy baby was a little cranky and I thought it was best that I put her down for an afternoon nap before she got herself into more trouble.  So I gave her a bottle of of my special nectar (that answers someone's question they left in a comment) and put her to bed while I got some quiet time for myself. 

I was right about the nap.  It didn't take her long to fall asleep.  I went in to check on her and she looked very content, sleeping soundly in nothing but her baby diaper and anklet socks.  I decided to take a picture!

The bottle was empty also!

Ms. C

A Walk in the Park

Went for a walk in Central Park this morning, wearing shorts with an incredibly puffy double diaper under them along with some pink plastic panties.

i felt as if i was waddling and only got a few looks.

It was far more comfortable getting dressed as my total babyself when we got back to the apartment.

This picture is by the artist Voloh and called "His first steps."

found it on the Diapered Sassy tumblr site.

i can relate to the picture.  Mistress enjoys seeing me in extra thick diapers and with a baby bonnet even more when The Boyfriend, Her Mother or girlfriends are there to see it.

sissypet

Baby Bottles

i sucked on my pacifier as i went about doing the dishes while Mistress and The Boyfriend sipped on coffee while admiring the city's skyline from our living room.  Some jazz played on the radio.  When Mistress put the pink pacifier in my mouth it was Her way of saying i was to be quiet.  i tidied up the kitchen and when i was done, She told me i could go in my room to pick out some toys to play with and return to the living room.

"You can play here in front of us for a little while.  It will be bedtime soon."

i had some baby books and some blocks.  They were about the most mature types of toys i could choose from.  Even though i was wearing a diaper, plastic panties, and a pink baby t-shirt, having to bring back these baby toys and books was the most humiliating thing of all.

i sat there and read and reread the books and stacked the blocks while they ignored me for the better part of a half hour.  It seemed like an eternity but i knew i had to sit there and keep playing.  Their indifference to my presence other than occasional comment about what a good baby i was actually aroused me.  The more i hated it the more i got aroused.

"Bedtime!" Mistress announced as if it was the highlight of the day.  i'd been diapered immediately after dinner so there would be no need for a diapering before bed.

"Let me get you a nice bottle of milk.  You say goodnight now" She said.

i said goodnight to The Boyfriend and followed Mistress into my room.

After i was tucked in, She kissed me and removed the pacifier.  She held the bottle to my lips and i took it like a baby.

The bottle was an old fashioned plastic type with a big nipple.  i held it with two hands and sucked on the nipple, tasting the milk sleep slowly into my mouth.

"Good night sissy.  See you in the morning" Mistress said.  "Love you."

i lay there and sucked on the bottle for awhile.  my arousal had dissipated and i dozed off a bit.  Later, i heard them across the hall go into the master bedroom.  i got aroused again.  The arousal grew as i could hear the faint sounds of lovemaking.  Mistress' moans and The Boyfriends grunts grew louder. 

Pathetically, i rolled onto my stomach and began to grind my pelvis against the bed.  Back and forth, moving my padded bottom up and down a bit, i had an orgasm of my own and let go a small amount of some sissy juices into the pink disposable diaper i was wearing and fell asleep.

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"Good morning baby" Mistress called this morning, opening the door as She made Her way to the kitchen.

She came back with a cup of coffee and another bottle, this one with some orange juice in it.

"Sleep well?" She asked.  i nodded.  

"I'll be back for your bath and to change you in a few minutes" She said.

i wet myself as i sucked on the juice.  i looked forward to my  morning bath.

sissypet

Family Friends who Feminize

Mistress played the most significant role in my feminization and everything else that ensued - cuckolding, servitude, diaper discipline and more.

My childhood years were spent alone with my fantasies of such things.

Other sissies were more "fortunate" in some ways.  They got to enjoy or at least experience the sharing of their fantasies with older sisters, mothers or even aunts.

One of the newer blogs I started to follow called "The Enchanted Sissy" touches on sissy jocelyn's experiences with her aunt who lent an understanding ear to her interest in girls clothes.

Jocelyn's latest blog entry is called "Becoming Her Niece" and explains some of these feelings.

I had my own fantasies about an aunt of mine.  Aunt Pauline was a blonde curvy woman that I would fantasize about.  She would catch me going through her panties and I'd accidentally wet myself in fright.  

Guess what happened after that?

xox

sissypet

Memories & Sissy Baby Erections

Yesterday's post about shopping for the adult baby (and with them) brought to mind an incident in the past that sissy pet posted about, where I got upset with her and put her into diapers as "punishment."  Ha....punishment my ass! 

She got erect during the diapering, got harder when I put her is some form of bondage and during a shopping trip later, I thought she was going to wet her pants from excitement.  That was almost 7 years ago. 

It turns out that her post about has been the one that's been viewed more than any other.  Granted, the number of views is driven in large part because it's an older post.  However, it also offers a candid glimpse into the mind of my own, and other adult babies.

Here it is again for your reading pleasure....

Her Sissy Baby

"Diaper time" She said.  The words came out quickly, assertively and put an end to the little argument we were having.  It also put an end to my childish behavior.  It was too late.  The two words meant that i had to go upstairs and get "the supplies" needed for my regression to becoming Her sissy baby.

About ten minutes later, i made my way to one of our guest bedrooms with a puffy white adult sized baby diaper, plastic panties, diaper pins, baby powder and a cute little baby blanket.  Mistress Catherine was waiting for me with a few other items in hand.

"Someday you'll learn" She said, as i lay the items onto the bed.  i stripped down to my panties, looking at Her one last time pleading with my eyes for some sort of reprieve.  There was none.  "Off with the big girl panties" She told me.  i slid them off and stood there naked before getting on the bed for the diapering.

It didn't take long before i was overcome by Her demeanor; assertive and dominant.  i loved the look in Her eyes as She told me to lift my legs and slid the diaper under my bottom.  i started to become erect. 

"See, I know you like this.  Don't insult me and feign that it's punishment for you.  You're such a sissy" She laughed.

When the diaper was pinned on snugly and the plastic panties tightly covering it, the pacifier She had by her side was stuffed into my mouth.  Then it was the bib, embroidered with "Mommy's Little Girl" on it.  Finally, the wrist and ankle cuffs were secured and tethered to one another.  The short straps forced me to stay in the diapering position. 

 

 

"You look so cute.  Stay like that for awhile and think about how you've behaved" She said and, before walking away added "If you're a good sissy, maybe I'll rub you through your diaper and let you mess in it before we go out shopping."

I wondered if She would make me wear the diaper out shopping. 

She did.  And if someone looked closely, i was sure they could notice it under my white shorts. 

Seven years later and my sissy hasn't "matured" one bit.  The erections are still tiny, and she's still in diapers much of the time.

 

Do any of you Mistress', Masters or submissives have any favorite memories to share?

Ms. C

Shopping for the Adult Baby

It's hard to find adult baby clothing in brick and mortar retail stores.  For some things, it's just about impossible.  But for other things, it can be fun. 

There are some western wear/square dance apparel shops that sell ruffled pettipants that are great to wear over diapers and even plastic panties, enhancing and enlarging the appearance of your sissy baby's butt.

My sissy pet looks so cute when her diapers are so thick that she has to waddle a little.  Her waddle is just enough to be noticed by others.  The waddle isn't the only thing that might bring a little attention to her diapered status. 

While looking over the ruffled pettipants, I might wait until either a sales clerk or another customer starts approaching before picking up a pair of the panties and asking sissy pet "Do you think these will fit over your diaper honey?"

The comment usually gets an interesting look from anyone within earshot.  The look never fails to end up focusing on her thickly padded bottom.

Make sure you plan appropriately for these shopping trips.  Diaper thickness is important along with some crinkly plastic pants for extra protection and some interesting sounds.

Have fun!

Ms. C

Toys for Sissy Babies

Yesterday Sarah left a comment asking about some of my baby toys that Mistress has me play with.  A little while ago I wrote a post about Adult Baby Toys and sitting on a blanket playing with my oversized rattle.

Not all of my baby toys are oversized.  And as Sarah mentioned they are readily available on Amazon and many other online or brick and mortar retailers. Here are a few of my favorites.

This is a high quality tea set which comes in its own carrying case.  Dressed in a pinafore and made to serve tea to Mistress and Her Mom or friends really makes me feel like a sissy baby girl.

These geometric wooden stackers are "perfect for the playpen" according to Mistress!

And every sissy has to have dolls to play with.  This is one of Her favorites to see me with.

Have fun!

sissypet

Close Friends

Some of Mistress' "close" friends and Her Mom know about me. 

"How's the sissy baby?" they might ask Her on the phone.  They know She's on speaker and well...they do it to tease and out of curiosity.

"Say hi to Nancy" Mistress might say. 

I don't do it in a baby voice but when you're in diapers and plastic panties it's hart to really sound like an adult male.

Playing on the floor with toys is another humiliating thing i do in front of Her friends.

my toys are girls toys...no trucks or cars.

i found a nice sissy blog today.  Mistress said i could at it to our blog list.  It's called the enchanted sissy.  It brings back memories.  Hopefully the stories there will continue.  i love the wall paper there :)

sissypet

Office Boi? Girl?

I've been thinking of my sissy pet pantie girl getting a full time job.  Yes, it's nice having someone do all the housework and shit like that but I can pay a cleaning lady.  Even if I lose money on the deal (good help is hard to come by in the city and more expensive) it might be good for my bitch to have to go out and work.

There are a few initial entry positions in my company that she might be good at.  All of them are some sort of administrative assistant positions.  There are hundreds of such positions, with only a handful or so held by "males."  I, and every other VP, director or manager always takes notice of those men who are in traditionally female positions.  It's very noticeable, sticks out and they get plenty of attention.

One of my peers and close friends will be losing her admin and I've discussed the possibility of her hiring my sissy pet pantie girl.  All I'd have to do is get her through the initial application process with HR which would be no problem.  Then she'd have to sell herself to "Sharon" during the interview. 

Pantie girl wouldn't have the "office dilemma" that some feminized husbands might face.  I'll tell her what to wear and I wouldn't want to upset company policy.  And Sharon would know what's underneath her fake boy clothes!

Ms. C

White Chocolate

From the "other room", i heard Mistress loud and clear last night.  Her moans, cries and please for more were loud enough for me to discern the intensity of the sex She was having with The Boyfriend.

i was of little use for them last night.  Save for a single kiss on the head of The Boyfriend's Cock and a lap of the tongue on Mistress' beautiful bottom hole, i was hauled away and tucked into my crib for the night.  Diapered and left with a baby bottle of Mistress' nectar, i orgasmed quickly and soiled myself, the sounds of their sex sending me into a pitiful humping of my pillows.

Earlier in the day while i was preparing some snacks for them, The Boyfriend grabbed Mistress from behind and whispered something in Her ear.  She smiled.

i asked Mistress what He had told Her...

"He said He loves white chocolate" She told me.  "Make sure to get Him some for Easter."

sissypet

Sissy Tasks

"Tell the world about your small penis."  Mistress told me that.

Social media lets you do that.

This blog is just one of the ways i've had to do it.

sissypet

Sissy Erin

It's St. Patrick's Day today and Mistress has changed my name to Erin for 24 hours.  Her Irish heritage and ancestry takes over today.

"Erin go get your bra!" She said laughingly today.

We shall be visiting an Irish pub this afternoon and i'll be in some ruffled panties, but probably no diaper. 

Mistress kind of apologized (sort of) for not getting me any special sissy baby outfit for today.

She did task me with looking at some in case She wants to buy one next year.

Binkies and Bows has a lovely line of baby things.  You can find them on Etsy by clicking the link.

Here's one that would fit for today:

It's not emerald green but the pastel shade is very sissy.

Happy St. Patrick's Day!

sissy erin

Wifey Panties

Yes i am Her sissy baby.

But more than anything, i am still Her sissy wife.

These panties are a reminder...

sissypet

Sissy Baby, Cuckold, Maid & Wife

My sissy pet is many things to me.  And even though many might think I'm cruel to her, I love her very much.

She satisfies my needs in a variety of ways.  It's not all about sex.  Her utility and usefulness goes well beyond the sexual.

My home is spotless.  It's her job to keep it that way.....as a maid, or even as a wife. 

She's to be commended. 

But I'm truly the one responsible for the cleanliness of our home.  If it weren't for me, things wouldn't get done.

I'm not the one who does the cleaning.  Sissy does that.  She's outstanding at it. 

However she's this way because I've trained her well. 

Part of my training includes the mantra "Inspect what you expect."

A good teacher corrects homework, papers, etc.  A good Mistress follows up to make sure her instructions are followed.

One of my favorite sites to visit on Tumblr is the blog "An Alpha Female."  It's where I found this very appropriate picture:

The photo shows a leather clad Mistress watching her submissive sissy cleaning a toilet.  Sissy pet cleans our bathrooms frequently.  Regularly at least three times a week or whenever they need it.  She knows what I consider "needing it."

The picture has the simple comment "Inspect what you expect."

It's a rule dominants of either sex should follow.

Alpha Female has a blogger blog as well.  It has a link on the left side of my blog.

Ms. C

Adult Baby Toys

The diapers are humiliating enough when i'm wearing them with other people around.  Whether it be The Boyfriend, my Mother-in-Law or one or more of Mistress' friends.

But the oversized baby toys and being made to play with them as they're intended to be played with is among the most embarrassing things i've had to do.

"Shake your rattle like a good baby girl" Mistress might say to me.  

i obey.

"I shouldn't have to keep telling you to do it" She adds.  "You should be able to amuse yourself with your toys."

So there i sit.  In my diapers and maybe my special playpen or on a baby blanket, a sissy baby and her toys.

sisssypet

Her Gurlfriend

With The Boyfriend out of town Mistress becomes my "Master" at times, sporting Her strap-on-of-choice and turning me from Her sissy baby to Her sissy gurlfriend.

i submit and enjoy the transformation into a submissive "woman" taken by her lover and opening herself up for breeding.


It's a lovely feeling. 

Oh yes....i suck Her cock also.

sissypet

Sissy Training

I've heard of  and actually seen this type of punishment before, but never really put it into practice before.  I'm talking about making sub write repetitive lines as punishment...handwriting them.

Here's an example of what Mistress Linda at the Alpha Female Blog made one of her submissives do:

I guess "beccy" is still learning her lesson.  I checked beccy's tumblr blog and she's still posting every day!!!!

Kind of funny how easily a male can be "man"ipulated and controlled.

Ms. C

Manpons?

My own little sissy pet acts like a little bitch every so often.

It's noticeable at certain times....like when she has her "monthly."

She acted up a bit yesterday so....

This is how we handle it.  We now have plenty of supplies on hand.

Size Matters

Size matters in many things.  Sex is one of them.

Mistress' preference is for a man-sized cock.

I think most women "feel" that way.  

As for plugs for me, Mistress believes they should be large enough to be "felt."

We do have slight differences of opinion on this, but Her opinion is the one that counts. 

sissypet

Plugged & Pantied

I don't have hard and fast rules about keeping my sissy pet in diapers.

Instead I've learned to enjoy a variety of "things" that serve as a reminder of her very inferior status in relation to Me, My Boyfriend, other men, women and even other submissives.

One of these includes being plugged while in chastity.

Of course, panties of some sort are always a requirement.

No big boy underwear for my sissy pet.

Ms. Catherine

Babysitters

It's not that difficult for me to find willing babysitters for my sissy pet.  And I don't even need to pay them.  I do pay them, usually in front of sissy just to humiliate her a little bit more. 

I'm bringing this up because there was a question about it in the comments section the other day and I wanted to set the record straight about the babysitters I've used.

Since we've moved to the Big Apple I have to admit I haven't used a babysitter that often and it's only because I haven't really looked for one.  My friend Nancy has visited several times and I've used her services as has my mother.  Mom, because of her maturity and age difference with my younger sissy pet makes a great babysitter. 

She loves it so much I bet she'd pay me to babysit my pantiegirl (pg)!

I can't blame her.  I give her full freedom with pg when she's babysitting.  I tell her to "just make yourself comfortable."

In the meantime, I would like to find a younger woman with a dominant streak, say 25 -35 years old who might be interested in earning a few extra dollars just to keep an eye on a very obedient pantiegirl and sissy baby.

Ms. Catherine

A Beautiful Baby Girl

A change of pace today features a photo of an absolutely stunning adult baby girl.  

i have a link to her tumblr blog on the left side.

Diaper Pin Up Girl

Diaper Pin Up Girl has an excellent choice in diapers.  Mistress keeps me in the same every night!

A Date in Diapers

The Boyfriend took Mistress and i out to dinner last night.  Later we went to one of the clubs in the city for some dancing.  i wore my diaper and yes...plastic panties...under a pair of dockers.  The puffiness of my pants wasn't overly noticeable but i could feel it and am sure that if someone looked closely or rubbed against me they could tell.

i was anxious about a couple of things.  First was if for some reason i had to go to the bathroom for "#2".....a bowel movement.  Mistress simply said that was what the diapers were for.  But just in case, i was given an enema late in the afternoon that helped reduce the probability of that happening.  Then i was also worried about a possible leak if i had to pee.

i did wet the diaper and stayed wet until we got home.  Luckily we didn't stay late.  

Once home, there was a diaper change in front of the boyfriend and i was put in a short baby dress and made to lay on the floor with a pacifier and a few toys while Mistress went to take down their bed and change into her sexy pajamas.  i was put to bed when She returned and they spent the night together. 

sissy pet

Painting Our Toes

Did both our toes today.  The Boyfriend is coming over and taking us out tonight.

His two girls.

i will still be in a diaper though.

sissy pet

Flowers from Mistress

Mistress is traveling on business today but She was nice enough to send me a dozen roses.

It's a very submissive and feminine feeling to get flowers on Valentine's Day.

sissy pet

Diaper Humiliation

Where have we been?

i've been in diapers. 

In front of all Her friends.

sissy pet