My Favorite Form of Oral Sex

For a submissive, it's better to give oral sex than to receive...if they ever get to receive at all.

Mine does not.  Ever.

For me, it's much better to receive than to give. 

At the same time, my favorite way to receive also includes plenty of "giving."

What I "give" to my sissy baby is a big load of my boyfriend's juices. 

It usually leads to a thunderous orgasm for me.

The baby usually cums in her diaper.

Ms. C

Diapers for the Sissy

It's easy as....

"Alexa, order pink diapers for sissy."

I did that yesterday in the presence of a kinky couple we've met in the Big Apple.  New York is such a fascinating city, I wish I would have moved here years ago. 

Both of them are long married, he's a switch and she's a sub.  We're just social friends for now and he's not really my type so I'm not sure I would be that interested in using him as a sub.  She's far more intriguing for me so we'll see how it goes. 

I think both of them were impressed with sissy's total devotion to me and her obedience.  I sensed both had an interest in her. 

We'll see if that goes anywhere.

Ms. Catherine

Sexy Sissies

I made one of my very first boyfriends wear an old training bra of mine.  As a rather buxom and curvy female, I outgrew the bra rather quickly, but that's another story for another time.

I wasn't quite sure at the time why I got excited about making him wear the bra, but there was something sexy about certain types of men wearing lingerie under my orders that was fun and erotic. 
I convinced him that I thought it was "hot" which I assume led him to believe that it would all lead to more sex.  He was right.  It did lead to more sex but probably not the exact type of sex he thought.

I discovered the world of D/s, but not in a formal way.  I didn't know all the terms and buzzwords of the BDSM community but I would learn them soon enough.  It was just fun to put him into a bra, then panties and dress him like Tim Curry in the Rocky Horror Picture Show.

He grew tired of my dominant attitude and my demands after awhile, along with my more overt expressions of kink in front of others, and we broke it off.  I found another boyfriend who was more willing.

College was fun.  There was always a submissive to do what I wanted them to, along with more alpha boys to meet my other needs.

Now I have a sissy, a baby, a wife and a slave. 

Life is good.

Ms. Catherine

A Measured Response

"Diaper time!" She exclaimed in front of The Boyfriend.

He laughed.  Not so much at the comment but at the size of my penis.

Mistress had spanked me in front of Him with a pair of pink bikini panties down around my ankles as i lay over Her formidable lap.  

"Hump yourself" She had teased as Her bare hand slapped each cheek on after the other.

"You go babygirl" The Boyfriend said.  

It didn't take me long to cum between Her thighs.  She continued to spank me for "making a mess."

After cleanup, i lay on the bed with  my legs spreads, showing off my small penis to the two of them.

Mistress took a tape measure to show The Boyfriend how short my penis was.

"Look" Mistress laughed.  "She's 6 centimeters.  It's sounds better when we used the metric scale."

Laughter from the both of them ensued.  

i measured slightly over 2 inches, and i was semi-erect.

It was diaper time.

Back in Diapers

i spent much of the summer en femme, vacationing with Mistress mostly, The Boyfriend as well and some of Mistress' friends.  As Mistress mentioned my diapers were never far away but i wasn't put in them very often for punishment.  Rather, they were used when Mistress decided i should sleep in them.  

Those times i was put in diapers for bed were a good indication that She would let me have an orgasm that night, cumming in my diaper and falling asleep in the dampness of my sissy juices. 

Over the last few weeks however, i've been put in diapers more and more with Mistress' mood changing a bit.  She enjoys having a cuckold who can be more things for Her depending on how She, or The Boyfriend feels.

All this has taken a bit of an emotional toll on me.  i shared with Mistress this morning that i often fear She will tire of me.  Why would a Woman like Her want someone like me?  i fear that She will just get rid of me.  She always reassures me of Her love for me and tells me i am being silly with my insecurities.

"How could a Mommy leave Her baby?" She asks me in reply.  

Her firm hands on my padded bottom always feel so good.

sissy pet

"Femaled"

While we were away several weeks ago on a vacation "the baby" was out of diapers more than she was in them.  Much more.  I kind of liked it.  It was a change to our kink and she spent most of the time as my sissy wife, girlfriend and totally "femaled."

I still diaper her often and most nights before bedtime, but daytimes find her as a wife more than anything else.  The boyfriend likes seeing her that way and so do I.   I find myself making love to her more often and letting her service the boyfriend when he's around.  He's enjoying it too, taking full advantage of her oral skills even when I'm not around. 

She's enjoying it as well and the diapers are always nearby as a sort of punishment now.  It's a big change.  We'll see how it plays out.  Stay tuned.

Mistress' Baby Girl

We're back from an early summer vacation, one where i didn't wear diapers that often but was constantly reminded that i'd be back in them once we got back to our routine at home.  It was a promise that didn't take very long to fulfill.  

Mistress took full advantage of my time out of diapers to use me more like a sissy wife than a baby, even telling me that She's been lax in doing that.  The strap on She packed for our vacation was put to use nearly every day, sometimes more than once.

Since then, She's told me to keep myself well douched and ready for Her "Mistress Cock" whenever She has the urge.

i get so excited when She says....

i think any sissy would!

Her Happy Baby

The humiliation i felt when Mistress "outed" me to Her Mom over Mother's Day weekend was intense but didn't last long, at least for that weekend.   "Mama" was as understanding as She could be and by the time the taxi picked Her up to take Her to the airport on Sunday, i was kind of sad to see Her go. 

Humiliation is a funny thing however.  When Mistress teases, embarrasses or humiliates me in front of someone else the feeling is intense for awhile but if the situation goes on for an hour or so as opposed to something that is real quick and the people are gone soon, the intensity lessens and i get more comfortable with the situation.

However, the intensity returns if the teasing is brought up again at a later time with the same person.  An example of this is when Mistress talked to Her Mom on the phone on Memorial Day weekend when we were with The Boyfriend in Myrtle Beach.  "Yes, the baby is right here sucking on her pacifier" She said.  i was and blushed and got aroused.  "Want to say hi to Mama?" Mistress asked.

"Hi Mama" i said to Her.  She asked if i was being a good baby and when i told Her i was, She told me She would have a surprise for me when we visited this summer.  i'm looking forward to that visit and to escape the heat of the city for a couple of weeks this summer.  

It was scary to be outed to Mama but i'm happy She did.  i am more comfortable in this lifestyle as each day passes. And that makes me happy.

Another thing that made me happy this week was the discovery that a blogger that i used to follow has returned to blogging.  i was really saddened when the blog A Married Sissy disappeared.  But now sissy terrie is blogging over at the blog called  Marissa's Lens.  i am so happy to see her back.

And finally....do you think these panties make my ass look big?

Reminders

We enjoyed a very nice Mother's Day last weekend, one where my Mom came to visit the Big Apple and stayed most of the week.  I've always had a good relationship with my Mom and over the years have been able to share most anything with her.  But it wasn't until recently that I decided to share more intimate things with her, including our lifestyle.

It was a big step but I thought everyone would be better off knowing.  I was right.  She was more than accepting and once my sissy pet got over the initial embarrassment of being "outed" to her mother-in-law, the rest of the week went fine.  Mom even volunteered to help with diaper changes and before the week was over, she changed the baby several times!

No more secret to keep from Mom.

Perhaps the most humiliating thing I did while Mom was here was to tease the baby about why I have to have a boyfriend.  While changing her, I pointed out to Mom why I needed a boyfriend to satisfy my needs.

Mom giggled.

The baby blushed and even got a little baby erection and eventually, made a sissy mess in her diaper from all the excitement.

Granted, I this for Mom's "benefit", but reminding your sissy, adult baby, cuckold or submissive about these things on a regular basis is important. 

Ms. C

Her "Padded Pwincess"

It's happened very subtly over a period of time, but our lifestyle has become more open and public than it was a few years ago.  More people know about it and my submission is often passively on display in public.  

This morning Mistress told me She was buying me a T-shirt to wear that she thought was "cute enough to wear when we're out shopping."  It was a pointed comment because we're supposed to go out shopping on Sunday with a couple of her friends and do lunch.  The T-shirt is supposed to be delivered today or tomorrow.

This is what it looks like:

She found it on tumblr and saw that it was available on Amazon.  You can see it here.

After seeing the shirt, i guess the first thing people will do is check out to see if they can notice my diaper...or the puffiness of my pants or shorts. 

The Pacifier Butt Plug

With temperatures still in the mid 80's in the city last night, I decided to take the baby out for a walk and treat her to an ice cream cone.  In New York there's not much that shocks people, so seeing an adult male (I know, calling my baby a "male" is a stretch) in pink shorts with some black thigh highs and ladies sandals out and about isn't that big a deal.  After all, her white ladies polo shirt had a rather unisex look to it anyway.

But the puffiness of her pink shorts were a dead giveaway for the puffy diapers she was wearing underneath.  Standing in line for our cones I could hear the crinkling of the plastic panties I put over her disposable diaper.  How cute.

But the piece-de-resistance of the whole outfit was buried deep between the lips her sissy boi pussy.  The beautiful butt plug pacifier I'd inserted before her diapering fit just right and stayed in place until we got back home. 

The baby had several treats last night....

• the butt plug
• the ice cream cone
• sucking the butt plug clean when we got home
• a good fucking with my strap-on while she sucked the plug clean and finally....
• a sissy baby orgasm from our lovemaking.

She was quite a happy baby.

Ms. C

Dressing the Adult Baby

Out shopping the other day to pick up some baby wipes and a little rattle for my pantie girl and couldn't help but notice all the wonderful baby clothing she'd look so pretty in.  If only they were readily available in her size.

Here's something I think she'd look just adorable in...

I could put her in her playpen with a pacifier, turn the Disney Channel, or PBS Kids and she'd be in baby heaven.  LOL.

But, I just wish shopping for adult babies would be easier than it is.

Looking for some suggestions or if anyone knows a seamstress in the greater NYC area who might be willing to create some pretty baby clothes for my pantiegirl.  Ideally someone who would be open to taking sissy's measurements to ensure an accurate fit.  Not looking for any sexual scene or anything, just a kinky business transaction :)

Does any other Domme have a sissy who loves Minnie Mouse like mine does?  LOL

Ms. C

FemDom @ Work

A few days ago one of our readers, Goddess Gretchen, asked the following question?

When did you start diapering pantie girl? Did you make her wear them at work?

The question came after the post "Power Shifts" where I talked about my early relationship with sissy when we worked for the same company.

I never made her wear diapers to work, though I did think about it.  It just wasn't practical at the time and we were in the early stages of discovering her baby side.

However, I did take advantage of her submissiveness for occasional pleasures when the work day was done in the privacy of my office.  Yesterday, sissy showed me this picture and post from the tumblr blog  Her Happy Sissy Wife & Cuckold.  Here's the picture and the accompanying caption.

A Space for Her Subordinate

At Woman Inc., all the female manager’s desks are designed to have adequate private space underneath to accommodate a submissive subordinate.  When summoned, the subordinates might be called upon to provide intimate and stress-relieving services to their Superiors.

All Females at the companies have desks with appropriate space, even those at the entry levels of Woman Inc.  The higher they move up the corporate ladder, the desks are more comfortable and they have access to a greater number of subordinates.  

I never worked for such a woman run business, but I could have fit right in.  LOL.

And yes, when I felt it was "safe", I put sissy under my desk and made her worship me to orgasm.

Like the little story above says, it was a great stress reliever!

Ms. C

It's an Adult Baby World

Several months ago while in Europe for a few weeks with Mistress, She was very pleased to discover that we still had access to adult baby diapers.

She had brought fifteen of them (one for each night) but once She found out some were available, She kept me in them more than She had originally planned.  Even the baby powder looked cute.

It made me think how nice it would be if adult babies and couples into the lifestyle were more public about it so we could meet up!

sissy pet

The Boyfriend & The Beta Baby

Watching Mistress make The Boyfriend happy gets me hard in my diaper.  If i am only in chastity, then i stiffen up inside my cage.

This picture from the tumblr blog  notAlpha is a great depiction of what i am often faced with when sitting in the living room, possibly in a playpen while Mistress sucks The Boyfriend's Cock. 

The Boyfriend likes to glance and my direction and smile while my otherwise Dominant Mistress looks so submissive and happy pleasing Him.  

"Go ahead baby girl, hump yourself" He might say.

i don't take long to cum after He says that, and sit there in a wet diaper while He lasts and lasts.  

sissy pet

Power Shifts

Anyone who sees us (my sissy baby and me) would have a hard time believing that less than 10 years ago, he was a higher ranking executive than I was in the company that we used to work for.   That's right.  The sissy baby "out-ranked" me at one time. 

Nevertheless, my sissy still knew who wore the pants in our relationship and who wore the panties.  How else do you think she got the nickname "pg" (for pantiegirl)?  And she never, ever thought of pulling rank on me.  It was the other way around. 

I'd sometimes call sissy's administrative assistant to let her know I needed to see "him" as soon as possible.  "Just give him the message" I would tell her.  After awhile, I got the feeling she suspected that something might be going on between the two of us.

pantiegirl knew what the message meant, she was to report to my office for a private discussion. 

Some days after she arrived and I would lock the door, I'd simply slip off my underwear and plop my pussy or ass onto her face, giving her the privilege of kissing me there.  Whether or not I came wasn't important.  It was an opportunity for her to pay me homage.

Other times I would simply hand my panties to pantigirl and tell her to go to the "men's room" and put them on for the rest of the day. 

I got quite the rush out of all these little games.  Obedience turns me on.  pg's obedience that is.

Ms. C

"Only if You're a Good Baby"

"You can wear the pink tutu for Him...but only if you're a good baby this week" She said to me as She held the tutu in front of me.

"Go put it on and model it for me" She said tossing it over my head.

i hurried to my room, put it on with some pink thigh highs, heels and panties and did what She wanted.

"I think it's adorable" She said.  "It might even make him hard."

i've come to want to please The Boyfriend.  It makes Mistress happy. 

sissy pet

The Queening Position

i assumed the Queening position for Mistress last night.

She has Her Queening position, and i have mine.

Unless i'm instructed otherwise, i'm to lay flat on my back and She will squat over my face and lower Herself onto it.

Depending on what part of Her body She wants serviced will depend on what part falls over my mouth.  

Another factor is whether She might have a treat for me.

Soon after the boyfriend arrived (i was already in a diaper, plastic panties, babydoll top and pink slippers) She made me assume the queening position in the living room.

 "Ass cleaning time" She told me, an indication that The Boyfriend wanted anal sex that night.  He insists on Her ass being squeaky clean.

His orders, and Mistress' beautiful ass just waiting to find a comfortable spot on my face made me hard in my diaper.

As i licked and cleaned, The Boyfriend told me not to worry...Her ass would be much dirtier and tastier when He was done.

He was right.  About an hour or two later, i cleaned them both and came in my diaper as i did it. 

Diapers for Your Adult Baby

One of the conveniences of modern living is the ability to go online and with just a few clicks get some diapers for your adult baby delivered to your front door in a couple of days.  It's not something I thought much about as I was growing up!!!

What make sit even easier is you can set it up with Amazon for regular deliveries.  Figure out how many diaper changes you're going to have with your baby and set up the frequency and quantity of diapers you'll need.

What could be more convenient than that?

I'm using these "Nursery Pink Little for Big" diapers right now.

They come ten to a pack and I'm going through about four packages per month (the baby's in diapers most nights and during the day sometimes...I like to keep her guessing as to when she'll be diapered) so at $30 something per pack it can get a little pricey.

Here's a close up of the diaper spread out for a diaper change.  I have it folded so you can see the pretty print on the outside.

I've now added $135 for diapers to the monthly household budget.

I think my baby's worth it...wink, wink!

Ms. C

The Blushing Baby

Mistress doesn't invite just anyone into our home to see me dressed like a sissy or a baby.  The circumstances have to be right and apparently She felt they were when She invited Her two friends over this weekend.

One of the friends, a woman named Pam who is a submissive, really liked my maids uniform and told me numerous times how lucky i was to have a wonderful Mistress like Ms. C.  Her openness about her own sexuality made me more comfortable than i would have been meeting two strangers for the first time.

Andrea was the other friend who confided with Mistress that she was curious about being Dominant.  my own feeling is that she was more than curious and that she'd had some experience in the "scene" before.  As the discussion went on, from what i heard while waiting on them, she was experienced in such play but it was only play and not a serious relationship.  Andrea made it clear that she was definitely open to settling down with a submissive and looking for something serious.

Pam's fascination with my situation led us to talk quite a bit, even though i was still called upon to serve them all.  She admitted that she too got aroused by being in a serving role like a french maid.  "Can't call me a sissy maid because I'm a female" she joked with me.

As comfortable as the evening had become, i still became very embarrassed at bedtime.

"It's baby's bedtime" Mistress announced, an indication that i had to get my diaper ready.

Mistress had already told me which diapers i was to wear so i went to my room and laid out my things so that She could diaper me.  

Andrea and Pam would watch.  

With the diaper laid out on my changing pad, the two women watched as Mistress got me ready for bed, this after i had stripped to my chastity device.  As a treat, Mistress unlocked it and told me it was only in honor of Her guests for the evening and the fact that i'd been a good sissy.

"Okay...lay on the diaper" She told me.  i did so and She began to diaper me.

"Look at the baby blush" Andrea said.

i couldn't help it, i was blushing.  i think Pam was too!

my diaper was dry in the morning but not for long.  Mistress' fondling of my crotch, as She teased me about the events the night before led to a very satisfying baby orgasm in the diaper. 

Baby's Bedtime

Our move to the Big Apple was one of the reasons we haven't posted in a long time.  I took a job with another company which was a big move.  I love living in the city but finding an apartment to either rent or buy was quite a process.  It sounds simple, but when you have a sissy baby, you have to take their needs into consideration!

Baby works at home which gives her time to fill multiple roles for me and my boyfriend.  She's the sissy cuckold, sissy maid, sissy baby and whatever else we want her to be.  In whatever role, she seems to be very happy, as pathetic as some of you might find her to be as she accepts whatever humiliation we decide to heap on her.

Tonight I'm having a couple of friends from my new company over.  They are aware about our lifestyle and intrigued.  The two women, both in their 40's, divorced and actively dating seem quite interested in the whole D/s thing, one is admittedly submissive and the other curious about being dominant.  They have my trust, and I theirs.

They'll be over around 8 and the baby will be wearing something more appropriate for serving us drinks than for sitting in her playpen!

But when it's bedtime (and it will be an early bedtime for her), I'll let the girls watch the baby being
diapered before she's made to crawl into her crib.

Her crib is like an octagon shape, oversized and very stylish.  Not overly feminine but easily made so with a few accessories.  I like to put it near the window.  Maybe some neighbors will also see my baby!

Ms. C

Diapered in "Daddy's" Arms

We haven't posted in a long time mostly because of time constraints.

Blogging can be both addicting and a chore.  When life gets busy and you stop posting for awhile, then it becomes harder to come back to it.  

Unfortunately when that happens, you tend to lose followers and interest wanes.  

But, we are still here and living the lifestyle as much as we ever have.   We've moved to a new home with The Boyfriend (He and Mistress are listed as the owners) where i have my own baby room.

The one big change is that i call The Boyfriend "Daddy" all the time now.  my submission and obedience to He and  Mistress is complete.  Humiliation gets deeper all the time.

i am in and out of chastity...In when i'm out of the house, and out when i'm home in diapers.  When we go out and i'm in diapers, i am usually tedn chastity (they don't want me getting all excited and cumming in my diapers in public).

Daddy does enjoy teasing and playing with me, which often leads to a messy and cum filled diaper 
(though i don't cum that much).

Last night, after Daddy had made love to Mistress and i cleaned Her up, Daddy let me sit and bounce on his lap.

At his urging, i crawled onto his lap and He held me in His big black strong arms and started to tease me by rubbing the front of my diaper and telling me to hump up and down on his chest. 

When He started patting my diapered bottom, i couldn't control myself and started to cum and wet. 

Daddy lovingly hugged me while i had my baby orgasm and urged me to continue and wet myself.

"Somebody needs changing!" He called to Mistress once i was "done."

i got changed with a pretty pacifier in my mouth and spent the rest of the night in a clean diaper.

sissy pet