My Sissy Baby Cuckold

My boyfriend was late arriving last night so that by the time he got here, it was almost my sissy baby pet's bedtime.  So we wasted little time in getting into our sissy baby cuckold bedtime routine.

All babies need a routine before being put to bed.  We made the baby cuckold go brush her teeth before heading to her cuckold bedroom.

Then instead of a bedtime story, we put her on her tummy on the bed with a pacifier in her mouth and made her hump herself up and down in her big fluffy diaper as I rubbed her back and teased her until she messed it!  My boyfriend stood by and added a few sissy insults too!

Poor baby.  She thought the humiliation would be over but it wasn't.  I wasn't about to let her sleep in a messy diaper so I changed her in front of my boyfriend.  

By the time I had finished with the baby wipes, her clitty was hard again..LOL.  Too bad, it was bedtime.

But guess what?  She was messy again this morning!

Diaper Humiliation

i've been diapered many times by Mistress, but i never get used to it to the point where the humiliation factor isn't intense when someone else sees me in diapers.

The Boyfriend is here tonight and wants to spend some "time alone" with Mistress.

"We'll be putting the baby to bed early" He told Her.  "Have her diapered when I get there."

As a result i was put in diapers about an hour ago.

Bathroom Intimacy

i found this picture on sissy terri's tumblr site.

Under the post, terri writes how it reminds her of getting her wife ready to meet her lover.  i also help Mistress prep Herself for "The Boyfriend" at times, but the photo evokes very different emotions  and memories for me.

i serve Mistress in the bathroom in very personal and intimate ways.  This is a very, very sexy and sensual photo.  It reminds me of those times when, my service to Her completed, Mistress is quite satisfied with how well i've performed for Her.

My duties there are possibly quite different than terri's.

Chastity - No Going Back

i knew Mistress enjoyed having me in chastity.  In the early days of our relationship we talked about it and one day, i surprised Her.  i had bought a chastity cage (in pink) and knelt at the door waiting for Her to arrive.

i had a maids uniform on, heels, white thigh highs and my chastity device just waiting to be locked.

i think the only time i saw Her happier was the first night She took me with a strap-on.

It made me happy too.

The following picture applies somewhat to us.  There's no going back to the old days when i was "free."

What doesn't apply is that i really didn't have a choice.  i knew She wanted it.  That's all i needed to know.

Rules For the Sissy Maid

I'm always looking for interesting little ideas that have to do with D/s, Female Domination, Humiliation or kinky sex of any kind.  I found this little short list of rules for sissy maids interesting and to the point.

Sure mind would be different but "10" rules is a nice round number and these can easily be modified. 

I probably wouldn't make my pet "pee pee outside" unless we happened to be outside.  I have watched her squat and pee outside like a cute little girl.  sissy pet and pantiegirl always sits to pee.  she's done that for years now.  A constant reminder of how different she is from a real man.

And peeing standing up with a chastity device on is just too messy! 

Name Change & More

Mistress Catherine posted yesterday and revealed something about me that i'd not written about before.  When i committed myself to Her for the rest of my life in our marriage ceremony, i took Her surname.

Doing so wasn't so much about renunciation of my own surname as it was about a personal expression of giving of myself to Her.  my family did not view it that way.  There was shock and disbelief.  i also could not explain the reasons why i did it in totality, but over time i think many of them may have guessed.  And time has a way of healing whatever wounds it caused.  Most are over it.

It's a topic both of us will write more about here at some point.

If you've followed this blog you might have an inkling that we partake in some level of water sports.  i from the obvious receiving end and Mistress Catherine from Her ever-so-generous giving side.

Here's an interesting and very erotic piece of art that deals with the subject indirectly.  i've never had to do this, Mistress always opting for the immediate consumption of Her tasteful golden nectar.

Just imagining Mistress saying "I couldn't wait for you to get here, and I didn't want it to go to waste.  I know how much you like it."

Credits to Femdom Artwork.

Caging My Pet & Pantiegirl

I call her sissy pet some of the time.

Her original name was "pantiegirl."  Cute isn't it?   The name came from her initials "pg."  So it stuck...pantiegirl.  It's now what I and my boyfriend call  her most of the time now.

Her initials were pg....now they're pw.  Yes, she is pussywhipped but the real reason for the change in initials was because when we were eventually married, she took my surname.

I love that.  I was amazed at how easy it was to convince her to do that.  I also found it so hot.  Real hot.

But she's till my pet and at times I need to treat her like one.

I'm looking for a cage to put by the bed.  She could sleep there when my boyfriend's here.

Pantiegirl loves Namio art.  I'd make an excellent Namio model.

Baby Diapers

Mistress C loves to call them "baby diapers."  The word diapers alone don't suffice.  She loves to add the word "baby."  

It's excruciatingly humiliating when The Boyfriend is around.  

"Go get a baby diaper" She'll say (if i am not already in one).  Often it's at the insistence of The Boyfriend who, despite not being sadistic or intentionally cruel to me, does enjoy to heap plenty of humiliation on me.

"How come you're not in diapers tonight?" He might ask upon his arrival.  "You trying to pretend you're a big girl or something."  Mistress laughs at the joke.  "Go on, get them" He'll add.

Then there's the diapering in front of him.  It's also followed by a pacifier, which usually keeps me quiet the rest of the night.

Plenty of Everything

For me, this picture has everything.  Mistress C is a stunning BBW.  She's Dominant.  She loves sexy boots and She loves it when i attend to Her in the bathroom.

i'm there to slide Her pantyhose and panties down.

i'm there to worship Her privates both before and after.

This lovely shot can be found on Panty Guy's Hideaway.

Girdles

i love curvy Dominant Woman in girdles.

This lovely picture is from the Big & Beautiful tumblr site.

Mistress things i should be girdled more.  Guess what i just ordered online?

Two of them actually.  One has garters.

Maid Service

i prepared dinner for Mistress last night while dressed in a maids uniform.

The sissy maid fantasy is one that i've had for all of my adult life.  It started in my teens after reading some soft core porn novel set in Victorian England, where a young man was disciplined by having to service his aunt as a maid. 

There was plenty of feminization, discipline and displays of female authority.

While i enjoy dressing as a french or sissy maid (not really sure there's a difference..lol), much of the thrill comes from doing so in the presence of others and serving them. 

Though it might be nice to do it with other pretty sissies too.  Got this from the Married Sissy Cuckold tumblr but i believe the original is from Then & Now.

A Walk in the Park

Mistress took me for a walk in the park yesterday.  i had my collar on and the leash was in Her purse most of the time.  She teased me for a bit by taking it out and holding it in Her hand. 

We went for the walk after watching our favorite football team and before heading out to dinner in town.  Yes it was a pleasant walk but in my mind i felt like She was taking Her pet for a walk.  We talked about how kinky it would be if i was leashed.

"Maybe next time" Mistress said, noting that despite the warm and pleasant day there weren't too many people in the park.  We admitted that we both need to get over some of our inhibitions.

i love this photo from the luxslave  tumblr site.  We probably won't go this far, but if She ordered me i would do it.

Dressing For Pleasure

It was a discussion that changed the course of our relationship.

"I just love the Rocky Horror Picture Show" She said.

"Oh really?  What did you like about it?" i had to ask.

"I thought Tim Curry looked so hot in a corset" She said looking at me in Her piercing eyes.

The eyes are the windows to the soul.

i opened up.  i told Her everything.