When relationships first blossom, there's always some reluctance to share your innermost fantasies and desires with someone for fear of a smack down. Such it was with me and Mistress C. Much more so me than Her. i failed to react properly to Her subtly suggestive words. It took me awhile, even though my deepest desire was to be Her submissive sissy.
When i finally broke down and admitted many things to Her, She would just smile and say "I understand my baby." Yes, She truly understood. More than i ever thought.
i remember when i admitted that i would love to have Her sit on my face. Even writing it now seems so crass and not-too-submissive on my part.
She responded with so much understanding and acceptance, telling me She would love to make me happy that way. "I'll be a very good facesitter for you" She said in Her sultry voice. "It might make both of us happy."
The first time She sat on my face didn't happen the way i expected it too. She did it Her way.
i learned that She does everything Her way.