Scenes with heavy humiliation like the one i wrote about earlier this week (see Humiliating Sissy Maid Service) are hard to deal with. It takes me time to recover from them. i don't even feel like posting for a few days after i've written about them. Mistress tells me i have to write about them so i do.
But in the days after such scenes, Mistress seems to know how to care for me. In the D/s world they call it "aftercare." i'm not sure what She does fits perfectly into that category, but it's pretty close.
Her care for me has plenty of love, but it also has plenty of kink and more expressions of Her dominance.
The things She does reinforce who i am and who i really want to be.
Her actions also speak to the road i need to take in order to get "there."
i feel that my masculinity for all intents and purposes has disappeared. The penis that is between my legs and locked in chastity just helps to serve as a reminder of the path i've chosen to take.
All of this makes me stronger and better prepared to receive the next dose of humiliation She has in store for me. Whenever it comes, it's probably going to be more powerful than the last.