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Sunday, July 29, 2012

The Dinner Party - my sissy Preparations

"The Dinner Party" had been a long time in planning.  Mistress had made it clear She wanted to show me off in front of The Girls (Her two best friends), but didn't want to do so until She felt  i was "ready."  my readiness had nothing to do with my own feelings of angst, embarrassment or humiliation.  Rather, they had everything to do with whether or not i was properly trained to make Her proud.

There were countless hours of preparation involved.  i would prepare elegant table settings for Mistress to review and approve, and repeat the process over and over until everything was just so.  There were practice sessions with the serving tray, ensuring that no drinks were spilled and the service was performed not only with elegance, but with the deference an inferior sissy male should exhibit in the presence of the Mistress and Her friends.

My appearance was another major factor that took time.  Mistress wanted me to appear as feminine and sissified as possible.  i spent countless hours in front of the mirror, often with Mistress' assistance, applying just the right amount of makeup that would enhance my appearance. my wig had to be just so and my nails had to be done properly.  All of this was rehearsed many times so that by the time the big night came, Mistress was confident there would be no errors.

Like everything else, my outfit was selected by Mistress.  The first piece and most important item had been selected months before.  In many ways, it served as the cornerstone of my ensemble.  It was a simple yet elegant underbust corset that i had been fitted for while we were vacationing in San Francisco.  The corset fit perfectly, and gave me the hourglass figure Mistress enjoyed so much.   i had been dieting during the weeks leading up to the corset fitting until i reached the target weight Mistress had set for me.  Since then, i have had to maintain this ideal weight to ensure i could fit into my corset.  This exercise, all part of making sure i look pretty and sexy for my Mistress, only reinforces my submission to Her.

My maids uniform was pink satin with a white pinafore.  Of course there were the obligatory ruffled panties, petticoats, thigh high stockings and heels.  Everything only seemed to be enhanced by the corset though.  The pinafore/apron was tied around my waist with a big feminine bow in the back, emphasizing my tightly corseted waist.  The heels were 4 1/2" but i had no trouble walking in them.  Like everything else, it was something i had practiced for hours.  

All the practice and encouragement from Mistress helped to reduce the angst and also prepared me to deal with the embarrassment and humiliation i would experience in front of The Girls.  No matter what happened, i knew that whatever i did, i would do it well.  i also knew that i would very much look the part of a very pretty sissy maid.  With just a little more than an hour before The Girls were scheduled to arrive, i was prepared as i could be, confident that i would make Mistress proud.

However, there was one more thing that i wasn't prepared for.  Minutes before The Girls were scheduled to arrive and while i was putting the flowers on the dining room table, Mistress came into the room holding my chastity belt.

"I think we forgot something sissy" She said.  "This should have gone on after your bubble bath."

i was surprised and hesitated before i said "Oh, i assumed i wouldn't be wearing it tonight."

"Well" She said, "you assumed incorrectly.  I don't want to take any chances that you might get overly excited in front of Greta and Elaine and mess yourself."

"Yes Mistress" i said.  i lowered my panties and Mistress proceeded to put the device on.  "See, your little clitty is getting hard already" She laughed as the lock was snapped on.  

i pulled my ruffled panties back up and went to the bathroom to make sure i looked presentable.  When i came out Mistress told me i looked "gorgeous."  Moments later, the doorbell rang. 

Saturday, July 28, 2012

The Dinner Party continues...

It was now time for sissy to show off her serving skills, she gingerly raised herself from my lap, and was assisted by the Girls replacing her ruffled panties. The Girls snickered and giggled as they raised sissy's panties up and over her reddened bottom.
sissy clasped her hands in front of her pinafore, and awaited instruction. I rose and gave her a love pat on her ruffled ass, and gave her a little kiss on her neck. I could see she was blushing profusely. she could not hide that she was totally embarassed at having to bare herself to My Girls.
I told the guests that we would be right back. as sissy proceeded toward the kitchen, I hastily grabbed her around the waist, and pressed myself against her, whispering to her that I was so proud of her, and that there would be a treat for her later in the evening.
sissy was gushing....all she could say was "i wanted so very much to make You proud Mistress."

Saturday, July 21, 2012

The Dinner Party

sissy's training has gone very well over the past couple of months, and I had an opportunity to show off her talents this weekend. I had given her a couple days notice so that everything would be prepared for friends that would be coming over. she had never been responsible for service at a dinner party before.
she was extremely nervous, and a little giddy, as she wanted to perform well for Me.
I instructed her to wear her new maid's uniform with the ruffled panties, and of course the white lace trimmed pinafore. she looked so nervous when she came to me for inspection. I had her turn around and I was quite pleased.
At 7 o'clock the guests began to arrive, sissy met them at the door in her freshly starched uniform. she had a silver tray of drinks prepared, and did so very well. When she left for the kitchen to bring out some apps, the Girls wanted to take a closer look at sissy, much to My chagrin, I was so pleased that they were attentive.
When sissy returned, I nodded to her to come to my side, which she promptly did. I told her that the Girls wanted to look her over, she looked stunned, surprised, nervous, it was apparent that she did not know what to expect.
she looked at me, and I led her to the center of the living room where all of the Guests could see her.
Greta asked sissy to show Her her ruffled panties, sissy coyly lifted her skirt to reveal her ruffled panties, Greta said, "Come over here",  sissy walked hesitantly over to Greta. Greta spun her around and told sissy to bend over so She could get a better look. I could see that sissy was blushing....
I went over to sissy and Greta, and patted sissy on her ruffled panties. I said, "I enjoy these so much". I rubbed her ruffles, which made sissy blush even more.
Across the room, Elaine called sissy over to Her, and said She wanted to lift her apron. sissy reluctantly walked over, and Elaine lifted the apron, and said, "I really like the skirt you're wearing sissy, it's very feminine." I thought sissy's knees were going to buckle, I could tell she was so embarassed, excited, (well, her excitement was showing in a large way....)
I returned to my seat, and told sissy to come to me. she seemed relieved, but I had other plans for her.
I told sissy to return to my side, and when she walked toward Me, I gave her the hand signal to assume the spanking position.......
the look on her face was priceless....
she dutifully lay across my lap.....she was obviously humiliated, about to be spanked in front of Mistress' guests, I could see it in her eyes.....
I started by giving her little love pats on her ruffled panties, I could feel that sissy was incredibly aroused, anxious, and yet willing. I gave her a smart slap on her ruffles, and I heard her gasp.....
I asked Greta and Elaine if they would like to help. They jumped up from their seats, and they stood on either side of sissy.
Elaine and Greta released the garters sissy was wearing with much drama, sissy was trembling. I know that she was trying to anticipate what would happen next....
Elaine and Greta each slipped their fingers into the sides of the ruffled panties, and slowly lowered sissy's panties to her ankles, revealing a flushed sissy ass.
I gave sissy a firm slap across her sissy ass, sissy jumped a bit, and I could see she was biting her lip.
I circled her sissy ass with my hand, and proceeded to inflict several more firm slaps, her sissy ass became warm and reddened.
Greta and Elaine each had their turn, I allowed 3 slaps by each of them. By this time, sissy was writhing and wincing with every slap......
It was now time for the first course....

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Her sissy cuckold

It started out as a fantasy.  my fantasy really.  Mistress played along, teasing me about Her need to be fucked by a "real man", calling me Her "sissy cuckold" and telling me how i would be made to clean Her "well fucked pussy."  These things and more, turned me on to no end.  They got Mistress aroused as well.  More than i ever thought.

The fantasy was followed by the posting of an ad on the BDSM website  It was one of the few times Mistress gave in to my pleas.  Yes, it was my idea and She had me write the ad, gave it Her blessing and we ran it.   That was four years ago i believe.  We both had access to the account and after plenty of initial interest, it died down to nothing.  All in all, mostly people who didn't interest Her in the least.  Every so often there was a message and She would tell me to check it out.  That was about the extent of it.  Until recently.

That was when we got a message from "M."  He's now Mistress' Lover, Her Alpha Male, Her Stud and in some ways, my Master.  i met M for the first time this past Friday night.  Mistress had met Him several times before, but Friday night was my introduction to M.  It came as a shock and a surprise to me.

The early afternoon text telling me to be waiting for Mistress in my sissy maids uniform was followed by a phone call with more specific instructions.  i was to be kneeling, handcuffed and blindfolded.  i followed the instructions to a tee.  The blindfold went on first.  It was tight and served its purpose very well.  i could see nothing.  The handcuffs were surprisingly easy to get on, even with the blindfold on.  They were snapped in place.  i knelt and waited.  

The wait seemed longer that what it probably was.  i was there probably ten minutes before She arrived.  i thought about how Mistress would use me during the evening.  i looked forward to pleasing Her.   Friday nights were always "our" night.  The end of a work week where She could avail Herself of my submissiveness to relieve the stresses of the previous five days.

i got a little nervous when i thought i heard voices shortly before the door opened.  My nervousness turned to an almost inexplicable feeling (fear, fright, horror and utter humiliation all rolled into one) when i heard Mistress say:  "sissy, there's someone I'd like you to meet.  This is M, but you will call Him Master."

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Ultimate Control

I never dreamed that I would find such a submissive cuckold. I had other submissives in the past, but none that truly, and deeply had the endurance and willingness to commit totally.
It was very empowering to see the day when that look appeared in my sissy's eyes. When I saw that look, I knew that day, that this would be a mind blowing experience to enjoy and to explore.
To have the ultimate control over someone who will do absolutely anything for you to please you in every way....Wow....
sissy has the loveliest eyes, they truly are the window to the soul. she cannot hide her true feelings of needing to ensure that every pleasure that I want is matter what.