Thursday, October 23, 2014

Doing it for Her

Early in our relationship, Miss Catherine and i experimented with many things.  This of course was after what now seems like endless banter back and forth, teasing, flirting and generally finding out about each others' deepest desires and fantasies. 

Mistress used to play with my sensitive nipples, and one time surprised me with a tiny pair of nipple clamps.  When She attempted to put them on i winced in pain and pleaded with Her not to go any further.  She acquiesced to my desire to stop and it was a very long time before the idea of using nipple clamps ever came up again.

During that time, our relationship deepened to the point where She has total control over me and i do whatever She says.  The nipple clamp incident was always something that bothered me.  i was truly disappointed in myself for being so self-centered and selfish.  i'd done something that i would never consider doing today, that is specifically putting my own interests in front of my Mistress'.  

These days, Mistress enjoys seeing me in nipple clamps.  i still experience the pain but i've learned to control it mentally because i know the exercise pleases my Mistress.  All because i've become a better submissive.

i'm not sure what Mistress enjoys most about the nipple clamps.  No one can fully understand their own fetishes and fantasies much less someone else's.  Perhaps it's knowing the pain it causes me.  Maybe it's a control thing.  Maybe it's because She can tell me to show Her friends or Lover the pretty nipple clamps i have on under my shirt or blouse.

Whatever it is, i do it for Her.  i do it because i love Her.  i do it because i belong to Her.

Saturday, October 11, 2014

Special Sissy Privilege

Since Mistress has taken on Master as a lover, my "conjugal" rights have been severely limited.  Sex with Her is far from what normal couples would have.  i am not complaining.  i know my role as Her submissive sissy.

But last night Mistress surprised me by telling me that i would be allowed to make love to Her.  i was elated.

i thought She would tell me to get the key to my chastity belt but She didn't.

Instead, She took out a strap on (one i hadn't seen before) and put it on me.  It was approximately the size of Master's Cock, and bigger than mine.

i made love to Her that way.  She enjoyed it very much.  



Afterwards, i thanked Her for the privilege of doing so.

Sunday, October 5, 2014

Her Sissy Baby Cuckold

Mistress hosted Master last night.  It was a night of servitude and sexual exclusion for me.  i was excluded because Master wanted Mistress all to Himself.  

When they finally decided to leave the living room and go to the Master Bedroom, Mistress snapped her fingers and told me to get my baby things.

Embarrassed by the command, i nonetheless obeyed, not willing to face the alternative.  

i returned with baby diapers, pink ruffled diaper cover, baby powder and pacifier in hand. 

Mistress proceeded to diaper me in front of Master while He watched.  

When my diapering was over, i said goodnight to Master and Mistress led me into the baby bedroom.

She kissed me good night, told me She loved me and tucked me in. 

Monday, September 22, 2014

Cuckold Preparations

Again a long time since O/our last post.  Yet, my submission to Mistress deepens.

She owns all of me - Heart, Body and Soul.  i am happy i belong to Her.

Tonight She sees Her lover whom i must call "Master."  She will be wearing the finest of lingerie for Him.  i will be in a similar bra and panty set.  Hers is sexy black.  mine is sissy pink.

Hers is still in the box.  i hope She likes it.  i think Master will.

Sunday, February 23, 2014

Technically Submissive

Technology has allowed Mistress Catherine to exercise more control over me.  In that way, it has made D/s relationships more meaningful - one is only a text message, phone call or even video chat away from either giving an order or obeying one.

As a high-powered and successful executive, Mistress Catherine is quick to demand some type of evidence of my submission.  It could be a picture of either the panties or chastity belt i am required to wear that day, or a live video chat with Her.

Last week, i knelt at my laptop, naked except for the collar around my neck and the chastity belt on my sissy clitty.  It was an honor to see my beautiful Mistress laying in bed in Her hotel room.



We chatted and i did my best to please Her as She pleasured Herself in front of me.  My relief only "came" when She got home on Friday evening.  

Like a good sissy wife, i love it when She fucks me.

Friday, February 14, 2014

Pantiegirl's Panty Protocol

Mistress Catherine has recently begun calling me "pantiegirl."  It's a name that She used to use now and then for many reasons, some obvious and others not so much.

As Her submissive sissy, being pantied 24/7/365 is "de rigueur."  Exceptions?  There are none unless She wants me wearing something else or nothing at all.

Mistress Catherine has also prescribed different rules and protocols that i must follow when it comes to the daily panty i wear.  

Since Mistress often travels on business, She cannot select and lay out the panty she wants me to
wear every day.  When she's away, i must send Her a picture of the panties i will be wearing the next day.  i need Her approval before i can wear them.  Sometimes, i must send several pictures before i gain Her approval.  

This and other protocols help reinforce the importance of my obedience to Her in our relationship.  It's an obedience that was born out of my deep love and devotion to Mistress Catherine.

i love being Her sissy wife.

Thursday, August 8, 2013

One Year Later....

A year has gone by since our last post.  i promise it won't be another year before our next one. 

i've committed as much to Ms. Catherine.  And i do my very best never to disappoint Her.

We are together now.  i belong to Her. 

i am Her sissy wife. 

i am Her sissy baby.

i am Her sissy cuckold.

i am Her sissy pet.

i am whatever She wants me to be.

She is everything to me.

i worship everything about Her.  And all of Her.